Is it okay to not want to be....?

well, its not really wrong, its just abnormal. You need to do everything to stay happy. I have been very depressed lately and its very miserable. Just do things that you like and be happy about it, when you start to think about not wanting to be happy, block it out of your head. Keep thinking, "Im happy and im suppose to be happy, if im not happy i will be miserable" Stay happy, it keeps you young and looking young!